I am spoiled with hot Japanese woman!

We met another couple this weekend. We had bumped into them briefly before at a happening bar and have been trying to arrange a meet forever. She is stunningly hot, with a tiny, tight frame with gorgeous tattoos. She had the perfect body to display the shibari rope corset my master did on her. He took pics of the two of us so I will be sure to post them soon!

They were a very comfortable couple to play with. She doesn’t do full swap and neither do I so there was no pressure for me to feel like i should go further with the guy. She had such joy and glee about sex. She had just bought a new strap on and loved holding and stroking her “new dick”. She also gave me my first orgasm from a strap on – I usually need it too hard and fast, but she was excellent. She loved trying out the whips on me and her boyfriend and got completely into it. I think she was way more sold on the dominating side of things, and her poor boyfriend is going to be in for it!

I always have problems getting into SM and full submissive mode in front of others. We have always played with beginners or people not into heavy SM though. I always feel the need to communicate and answer their questions that it doesn’t hurt so much; show I’m enjoying it etc. When it’s just me and my master he can go fully sadistic and not scare anyone with his eyes (there is something that comes out in them when he’s in sadistic mode) and I can end up a sobbing mess and not have to try and explain exactly why I’m ok and that this is a good thing for me. Maybe if we were with experienced people who understood not to interrupt our headspaces it would be different, or maybe I just find it too personal of a thing to share with others.

I am however very proud of myself as I managed to show such happiness from the flogging that the guy hit a girl for the first time in his life. He seemed in shock about this after as we were discussing the night and I think I reassured him when I responded with a big thank you. Im terrible at corrupting guys into hitting me!

The guy at one point stated that he had never had two girls suck his cock and it was one of his biggest fantasies. I have never given another guy a blow job since I’ve been with my master even though he has always left that decision to me. I wanted to do it as it gives me a huge turn on to fulfill people’s fantasies. Part of my sexual submissive side is being able to provide such things. I asked my master at the time and he said it was ok but I didn’t really feel convinced. It ended up feeling weird and I basically just gave it a few licks while she sucked. I don’t think my master was really enjoying it and even though he was ok with it knowing it wasn’t turning him on made it turn me off as well. I know that he is not as into watching me with others as I am with watching him. I am fine with that as I love girls and so when we find female playmates it’s all smooth. I do however find it awkward when he is sharing another guy’s girl and I am not reciprocating with her guy. We always discuss everyone’s expectations beforehand but I still am always worrying that someone is feeling left out so that it’s harder for me to relax and enjoy. I’m glad for the set up as generally of the couples we have me the girls have been much, much hotter than their guy and I don’t actually feel attracted to him but my submissive side makes me feel guilty way to easily!

We will definitely be seeing them again – any girl who is as hot as her and can give me an orgasm with a strap on is a keeper in my books:)